save money!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! gosh, i m so going to buy their T ...... purple line..... rainbow.....such YD names..... it's 50 plus bucks....... lol..... nvm, i m Fanghua and i can do it!!
i have this strong feeling that 今年要公开了， 公开公开公开。。。。。 they are so out of control in Japan.... sigh........uknow s birthday is drawning near.. happy birthday uknow and pls take care of yourself Hero...... should i go to KL for their concert with Sherhan's gang?　man i am tempted...
is this week going to be my sleep-at-4-pm week? haha, i m not really tired lah..... super high because of this YD couple in Japan.....on my way to become a Hero..... yupp you are right, not hero, just Hero......

全世界都让我嚷嚷得知道我支持豆花( 对不起我班上可爱的小女生们,被我刺激到了), 趁今天有空再来梦呓一下米秀.
刚刚看了传说中俊秀的solo 死心/。在最后哭了不说还把歌词中的“女人”改成“男人”，我也不知真假可拿绝望的表情并不是做戏吧。下面歌迷的评论包括种种废了朴有天的计划。娃哈哈哈，我们果然还是偏心小受的。这两个人，没有父母的高调，总是不温不火，却给人没得纠结的安全感。是因为太真实，还是因为心怀坦荡？我比较倾向前者...... 这两个人经历了搁浅期什么的，应该心知肚明，波澜不惊了吧，他的天真和他的宠溺，天造地设无可怀疑。而且他们也不会像豆花那样遭到阻碍，秀秀的妈妈早叫有天为女婿了， 有焕也称呼秀秀作嫂子。。。 太理所当然，反而让人觉得有点不真实。呵呵，我困了。。。。。

happy birthday Hero! gosh, it's killing me imagining whats happening in Japan........take care k?
how come he gave you an apron as present? FHFHFHFHFHFHFH  leader is not called for nothing.....sigh......... poor Hero......
life in Japan is not easy, but i m sure you guys like it more and more..... i like it now too. anyway the worst part has passed so lets focus on the bright side k? for example.....................................................
well, i m still on my way to become a real 同人女, believe me it is no easy...lol......
finally i found the famous 刺莲, it sucks...... i got totally confused about what it is trying to say........ is it a bit inappropriate to read it on Hero 's birthday? anyway Korean novels suck, as always.
i ll just stick to Chinese original ones....

another thing, the one in Brokeback Mountain died recently, why?  haha, i remembered how i fell asleep the first time watching it.......and the guy i was watching with was damn focused......
i was still straight then....sigh.......
nvm, happy birthday again Hero. although i m sure you are happy now with him in some random place in Japan without the rest......
then just be happier.

1. H3 homework
2. CenTaD report and lit review
3. math homework
4. Econs revise and tutorial
   
5. Bio tutorial , spA, and revise
6. Chem tutorial
   
7. GP revise, time tunnel
8. plan for Bio and Math revision for Block 1
   
9. laundry
10. fully recover for my illness
11. plan on my reading of that damn thick book
    
12. time magazine
    
13. mail mom's present
14. cant stay up past 2am
    

well, today i was on MC again, how come someone as healthy as me can be so vulnerable to a small cold?
i totally lost my voice and got a rare fever, the highlight was my endless coughing.......shit this is damn depressing.
i hate to be sick!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the interesting thing is that i do miss school......................

today i was really stupid, maybe it was because of the fever, but how can i took my meds wrongly? it was supposed to be 1 spoon 3 times a day, but then i took 3 spoons in one go thinking i should take 3 spoons once a day............  no wonder i slept for the whole afternoon, it says: may cause drowsiness............ laugh at me all you want, i deserve it.

of course i ll gossip something about my man and his man no matter how sick i am. especially since i m on heat because of the fever. well this two are now alone on some random train in Japan. you know what can happen. and then i read this disturbing news about the Hot Dog thing.............. gosh, you two are really good at it. now i have to say Bye bye to the special-priced lovely hot dogs in Fish Tank every Tuesday. maybe next time uknow you can buy this 22-year-old baby roti prata? so i can just officially stop eating in HwaChong.

then my pic of the day was this one featuring Micky and Uknow when they first knew the grouping, hey pls control your expression K? gosh japan is a good place for those two. but poor Micky, i m on your side!! lets despise your childish leader together. dont worry the two of you and reunite in a few days' time. in the mean time pls treat Max nicely k? finally he got  a break from his YD parents....lol......

i m changing my Blog name!!!!!!!!!我的幽蓝海洋nomore！！鱼儿沉睡在深海， 虽然寒冷，只是不愿醒来，梦里春暖花开
well, i kept myself in ice thinking i was hurt and cheated for one year,now i know how ridiculous it was after all. Etian i love you , thx for telling me what i just couldnt see. that person is indeed a piece of shit. how come i never saw it ?it was the best consolation ever.
 This year's theme it becoming Hero, his style of heroism, like it or not.  i wanna be him.
stupid but true: i love you, more than i do-----TVXQ "tonight"
I mean, now you see them are all over each other in every possible ways. they are not even trying to hide it , that because they have what it takes to be with each other, no matter what the world says. Love is not just a childish game between 2 ppl , its a declaration of independence and competency. how come i never saw it clearly. thx Uknow and Hero, it was the best lesson i ve ever learnt. i know it was hare for you guys but see you've made it. now you can bargain with life, you have enough to offer already.

wish me luck, dear, on my way to become Hero.

i cant take it !!!!!!!!!!! you two are really too too tooooooooooo shamelesssssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well anyway, i admit i just like you guys to be that way......
nvm, let me recount what happened on this memorable day:

this morning, i was sick and coughing and emoing..... then my dearest Regina told me TVXQ are now divided into 3 groups to promote their new album in Japan!!!!then this Japanese pro told me the man i m deeply in love with and the man he 's deeply in love with are together!!!!!OMG , finally the world starts to make some sense, lol........well i cant imagine what is happening in this ridiculous country.....Japan is now another place to worship, after Prague and Paris.. finally those SM people gave up and just let them be, wahahahahahah anyway how bad can the situation possibly become, those two have showered us with all kinds of disgusting stuff since Noah's day.they hav done it and they are doing it and they will continue doing it !!whatever lol....... go ahead and take all our blood....... we are ready........

then it was my presentation to Prof Hor 's team in NUS, i didnt expect thing to go so well, i actually saw Ms Teo nodding, Mr Tan smiling and Prof Hor clapping !!!!!!!!!!!! gosh, i am good. thx Weizheng, see we've made it!  wow, i can do science also ahahahahahahaha, i know today is my lucky day but  this is overwhelming................... anyway, hard work pays.

this further proves my stand during GP, that stupid girl jumping down from the building just because cannot pass the SEC 3 english. sorry say that i m cold-hearted all you want, its just beyond my understanding or patience. that is merely stupidity ok? ? both in terms of intelligence and integrity. i mean  how can you say that there are ppl who just cannnot make it. think of  Xiah 's voice and Hero 's singing and dancing. we cant give ourselves excuses, you have to be responsible for who you are.  to me Darwin  is the one that makes the most sense in the human history, Revolution, either you improve, or you go extinct. we have to do life honor  by making use of all we have and trying to grab what we don't at this moment. if aggressiveness is part of human nature, life is just part of warfare.

GP test, Chem test, presentation trial @ NUS, come back for huangcheng....... and i came back before sunset,
its a nice day. just my voice sucked today. and kept coughing like an old lady.
粉红了,又粉红了, 再辛苦也无所谓了.pls just go on like this, you are my miracle.
donno since when i cant work at daytime already, only active at night.....lol....
imagination going wild again tonight, just for one day......pls stop giving that innocent and stupid look k? Hero you are such a freak.
anyway i like that T-shirt:"sorry girl i m guy". yupp yupp all the girls back up pls. and then is the japanese food video, gosh. he surely knows what you like the best k? we all know it already, no need to show off one. you guys are so shameless!!or was it contain some other more YD meanings? haha, like those mentioned in fan fictions........... look at the other guys, all speechless already...........poor max, sigh.......wahahahahah, life is beautiful , it's true.

那时听神起说生病是一种奢侈，我还loli过他们的非人生活，没想到这么快这种无可奈何就发生在我身上。似乎比他们还郁闷，对我来说，生病是一种罪。
你以为他在关心你吗？原来是担心我ｓｃｒｅｗ了明天的ｐｒｅｓｅｎｔａｔｉｏｎ．　
according to my dearest teachers, i should excuse myself from sch so i wont infect others.
Its not their fault, but mine to be sick, fair enough, i wont blame them cos i m in no place to . and i m grateful that they and my illness taught me such a great lesson about life.
anyway,  i m a big girl, i can take anything, the cold and the coldness.
To be Strong is the only way, body, mind and soul, being sick is just disgusting, it shows that you are not mature and responsible enough to take care of yourself, and you are putting other people in danger as well. it is even worse if you abandon your responsibilities using your illness as an excuse.
you just simply cant be sick, be weak, or anything like that, no one will pity you.

life has been just crazy recently, havent slept before 3am since last Sunday. it's impossible for me to go on like without their support. how much suffering do i have to go thru before i can really understand him?