save money!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! gosh, i m so going to buy their T ...... purple line..... rainbow.....such YD names..... it's 50 plus bucks....... lol..... nvm, i m Fanghua and i can do it!!
i have this strong feeling that 今年要公开了， 公开公开公开。。。。。 they are so out of control in Japan.... sigh........uknow s birthday is drawning near.. happy birthday uknow and pls take care of yourself Hero...... should i go to KL for their concert with Sherhan's gang?　man i am tempted...
is this week going to be my sleep-at-4-pm week? haha, i m not really tired lah..... super high because of this YD couple in Japan.....on my way to become a Hero..... yupp you are right, not hero, just Hero......

1. H3 homework
2. CenTaD report and lit review
3. math homework
4. Econs revise and tutorial
   
5. Bio tutorial , spA, and revise
6. Chem tutorial
   
7. GP revise, time tunnel
8. plan for Bio and Math revision for Block 1
   
9. laundry
10. fully recover for my illness
11. plan on my reading of that damn thick book
    
12. time magazine
    
13. mail mom's present
14. cant stay up past 2am
    

well, today i was on MC again, how come someone as healthy as me can be so vulnerable to a small cold?
i totally lost my voice and got a rare fever, the highlight was my endless coughing.......shit this is damn depressing.
i hate to be sick!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the interesting thing is that i do miss school......................

today i was really stupid, maybe it was because of the fever, but how can i took my meds wrongly? it was supposed to be 1 spoon 3 times a day, but then i took 3 spoons in one go thinking i should take 3 spoons once a day............  no wonder i slept for the whole afternoon, it says: may cause drowsiness............ laugh at me all you want, i deserve it.

of course i ll gossip something about my man and his man no matter how sick i am. especially since i m on heat because of the fever. well this two are now alone on some random train in Japan. you know what can happen. and then i read this disturbing news about the Hot Dog thing.............. gosh, you two are really good at it. now i have to say Bye bye to the special-priced lovely hot dogs in Fish Tank every Tuesday. maybe next time uknow you can buy this 22-year-old baby roti prata? so i can just officially stop eating in HwaChong.

then my pic of the day was this one featuring Micky and Uknow when they first knew the grouping, hey pls control your expression K? gosh japan is a good place for those two. but poor Micky, i m on your side!! lets despise your childish leader together. dont worry the two of you and reunite in a few days' time. in the mean time pls treat Max nicely k? finally he got  a break from his YD parents....lol......

i cant take it !!!!!!!!!!! you two are really too too tooooooooooo shamelesssssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well anyway, i admit i just like you guys to be that way......
nvm, let me recount what happened on this memorable day:

this morning, i was sick and coughing and emoing..... then my dearest Regina told me TVXQ are now divided into 3 groups to promote their new album in Japan!!!!then this Japanese pro told me the man i m deeply in love with and the man he 's deeply in love with are together!!!!!OMG , finally the world starts to make some sense, lol........well i cant imagine what is happening in this ridiculous country.....Japan is now another place to worship, after Prague and Paris.. finally those SM people gave up and just let them be, wahahahahahah anyway how bad can the situation possibly become, those two have showered us with all kinds of disgusting stuff since Noah's day.they hav done it and they are doing it and they will continue doing it !!whatever lol....... go ahead and take all our blood....... we are ready........

then it was my presentation to Prof Hor 's team in NUS, i didnt expect thing to go so well, i actually saw Ms Teo nodding, Mr Tan smiling and Prof Hor clapping !!!!!!!!!!!! gosh, i am good. thx Weizheng, see we've made it!  wow, i can do science also ahahahahahahaha, i know today is my lucky day but  this is overwhelming................... anyway, hard work pays.

this further proves my stand during GP, that stupid girl jumping down from the building just because cannot pass the SEC 3 english. sorry say that i m cold-hearted all you want, its just beyond my understanding or patience. that is merely stupidity ok? ? both in terms of intelligence and integrity. i mean  how can you say that there are ppl who just cannnot make it. think of  Xiah 's voice and Hero 's singing and dancing. we cant give ourselves excuses, you have to be responsible for who you are.  to me Darwin  is the one that makes the most sense in the human history, Revolution, either you improve, or you go extinct. we have to do life honor  by making use of all we have and trying to grab what we don't at this moment. if aggressiveness is part of human nature, life is just part of warfare.

那时听神起说生病是一种奢侈，我还loli过他们的非人生活，没想到这么快这种无可奈何就发生在我身上。似乎比他们还郁闷，对我来说，生病是一种罪。
你以为他在关心你吗？原来是担心我ｓｃｒｅｗ了明天的ｐｒｅｓｅｎｔａｔｉｏｎ．　
according to my dearest teachers, i should excuse myself from sch so i wont infect others.
Its not their fault, but mine to be sick, fair enough, i wont blame them cos i m in no place to . and i m grateful that they and my illness taught me such a great lesson about life.
anyway,  i m a big girl, i can take anything, the cold and the coldness.
To be Strong is the only way, body, mind and soul, being sick is just disgusting, it shows that you are not mature and responsible enough to take care of yourself, and you are putting other people in danger as well. it is even worse if you abandon your responsibilities using your illness as an excuse.
you just simply cant be sick, be weak, or anything like that, no one will pity you.